A year of love that is not imaginary

It has been a year. Supposedly.

I am loving you the way I know. Yeah, there are people who are against, but what matters most to me is my happiness. And with you, every thing - even pain and tears - make me happy.

I love you. I say it often just to make sure that you remember it well. I say it to assure you that I'll always be here same as your dimple will never leave your face. I say it to inform you that I need you as I need air. These are not exaggerations. All of em are true.

I will love you for the rest of my life Mahal. And I want to tell everyone that I will always be contented with my life as long as love covers us.. as long as smiles were dancing around us, and even if tears sing every night.

One year passed.

Lessons were learned.

Emotions were felt.

Words were said.

Hugs were given.

Kisses were tasted.

One year is not enough, maybe lifetime is neither, to express every piece of love in me just for you.

I love you Mahal. I really do. I will always do.

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What the others do not know is that I am the one who lacks in our relationship.

Trust. Not that I do not trust you. But I am not trusting every thing that surrounds you. Also, things that could happen. Everything can happen. Everything. So I am sorry for making things hard for you sometimes.

We've been through ups and downs. Our ups are too much that sometimes I feel we are most perfect couple I could ever know. Downs are too few that I wish they don't exist. But these downs taught us the things we ought to know. Nevertheless, it's good to know that our ups are way mooooore than our downs.

Thank you for your love and for understanding me a million times. Please be reminded always that I appreciate every little thing you do.

Sorry for the times that I get jealous, when I become a monster every moment that I feel it.

Thank you for making me special for a year and half. God knows how thankful I am to have you.

I love you Mahal ko.

I love you and its limit does not exist.