Not nice

Almost to compose a resignation letter. But my fingers dropped me here.

Yesteryears, sa org ko naramdaman to. Hated by others, not appreciated and even backstabbed by narrow minded people. And now, ramdam ko ulit.

Fine, nasakin mali. Lahat naman ng tao ayaw sakin. I am not nice and all. I always portray the naughty girl who "bullies" other people. I'll always accept that. Why? Because I am used to. In any aspect. Felt from different people. I am always wrong, bad, evil.

I am not nice. Anyone can testify to it. They cannot see the child in me. The abandoned child, abandoned by everyone.

Do not judge me. You don't know me. I don't even know myself. Who are you to proclaim who am I?!

If you hate me. Kdots. I don't care. Just don't befriend me. Plastics. Ew.

If you can not appreciate my works, do not even criticize those. I do not live just to please you.

If you talk behind me, please do everything so that I won't know anything about it.

First and foremost, lahat ng tao alam na marunong akong umiyak. Who are they to create stories why I cry.

I am just waiting for the time I will die. I wonder who will cry. Family? Friends? So-called friends? Workmates? School/orgmates? Her? I will bet all my blood until the last drop, I tell you, no one will.

For I am known as the not-nice girl.

At ang pakiramdam neto? Hindi rin nice. Ang bigat.

You guys, make me feel that every thing in/of me is wrong.

Have you noticed? No explanation were stated kung bakit ako gan'to. Why would I?! I am not here to please you, I am not here to explain myself.

Hate me, if that soothes you. Fxkyoo.