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Tonight is one of many nights that my mind and heart thought about you

I remember how I was so surprisingly contented that I could watch you fall asleep

I remember how I stared you that night and how you asked for me to lie down with you

I remember how we waited for the morning as we were both unsure how to embrace each other

I remember how we said our "good mornings", face to face, for the first time

I remember how we finally hugged, disguised as tickles

I remember how complicated our situation was that very morning that I asked more of you

Tonight is one of many nights that my mind and heart thought of you

I remember how we cuddled each other and how you rested your face on my chest

I remember how I kissed you and said sorry after

I remember how you kissed me back and said sorry after

I remember how we touched and how I felt that we our bodies were meant for each other

I remember how we enjoyed sleepless nights and tiring siestas at the house of the absence of color

I remember how I accepted that you were not in love and I was the one crazy in love

Tonight is one of many nights that my mind and heart thought of you

I remember the last time we traveled back to Manila, the last time we held hands as we slept in a bus

I remember the last time we stared on to each other's eyes, ignored the people in the train

I remember the last time we smiled together until you stepped out of that sub

I remember how those eyes of yours filled with anger a week after that

I remember how my heart filled with the absence of light

I remember how I begged you to bring everything back to that one wicked night

Back to that one wicked night.; I should not agreed for you to stay with me. I should have not watched you sleeping and kept myself from falling deeper than I should. But everything happened. You were one of my treasured friends but I let love downgrade us to something less than an acquaintance - strangers who cannot look at each others' eyes.

I said my sorry a long time ago, thinking that I have broken your relationship with that lady. You said your sorry randomly few years after. I learned recently that the thing we had was only "rebound". I did not know what to feel. 

I miss you - to be precise, I miss our friendship; Friendship that I chose to break ever since I confessed my love for you. But know that, I am genuinely happy that you are happy right now.

I am not asking anything. Tonight is just one of many nights that my mind and heart thought of you. Indeed, you are the night. You are Batman :))