Dear Dan (Open Letter No. 1)
Honestly? Nao-obsess na ko sa presence mo. And I think, it's not healthy. Help me but don't go. Please.
Idk what would happen if bigla kang mawala. I am not blackmailing you. I wanna see you right now but my logical side says these ironic things in my mind while I am working. I don't wanna say I love you because I am still not sure and I still don't want to. And as far as I know, you want the same. I want to be with you every hour. So as per my assessment, this is only obsession. I hope you won't do anything without my permission, such as leaving me drastically. I am open minded enough to understand everything you'll decide on but I still hope you'll stay by my side. I still think you're perfect for me even there's this one specific issue we don't agree on. I love you Dan and I still don't want to say it to protect myself and to also protect you from me. I can love you so much that it may hurt both of us, see entry here HAHAHA
You are too perfect for me
1 You love what I love
2 You love Pokemon. You watch Dragonball and Naruto
3 You are science-inclined. You are one lovely chemist
4 You love math
5 You understand my sickness
6 You are Roman Catholic, a real one
7 You are from alma mater and smart and we have both political views
8 You prioritize God, family and career before me. Matured, in short
9 You make time for me in spite of your very busy schedule
10 You make me happy and feel safe
*You hate the aroma of coffee, that way, you can control my caffeine intake
You are waaaay too perfect for me and with those reasons, I cannot afford to lose you. As song says it, "I can't help falling in love with you.." corny as it may sound.
And I still deny it. Again, to protect both of us. It is paradox my dear to conclude that I should build higher walls around you as much as you can break down those walls, same way dear, I wanna break down those walls for you to enter inside my heart.
I don't know what do you think of me. All I know is you're also happy being with me and I hope that reason is enough for you to hold this difficult person. Beb, I see you in my future and that's too painful because my mind says anytime, you may leave.
And before you leave, I wanna say that you already have that significant size of partition of my heart. With that, it hurts that I am thinking that you should leave now as much as I want you to stay.
Yes, I drank tonight. Hence, this letter. See you later, I hope?
Idk what would happen if bigla kang mawala. I am not blackmailing you. I wanna see you right now but my logical side says these ironic things in my mind while I am working. I don't wanna say I love you because I am still not sure and I still don't want to. And as far as I know, you want the same. I want to be with you every hour. So as per my assessment, this is only obsession. I hope you won't do anything without my permission, such as leaving me drastically. I am open minded enough to understand everything you'll decide on but I still hope you'll stay by my side. I still think you're perfect for me even there's this one specific issue we don't agree on. I love you Dan and I still don't want to say it to protect myself and to also protect you from me. I can love you so much that it may hurt both of us, see entry here HAHAHA
You are too perfect for me
1 You love what I love
2 You love Pokemon. You watch Dragonball and Naruto
3 You are science-inclined. You are one lovely chemist
4 You love math
5 You understand my sickness
6 You are Roman Catholic, a real one
7 You are from alma mater and smart and we have both political views
8 You prioritize God, family and career before me. Matured, in short
9 You make time for me in spite of your very busy schedule
10 You make me happy and feel safe
*You hate the aroma of coffee, that way, you can control my caffeine intake
You are waaaay too perfect for me and with those reasons, I cannot afford to lose you. As song says it, "I can't help falling in love with you.." corny as it may sound.
And I still deny it. Again, to protect both of us. It is paradox my dear to conclude that I should build higher walls around you as much as you can break down those walls, same way dear, I wanna break down those walls for you to enter inside my heart.
I don't know what do you think of me. All I know is you're also happy being with me and I hope that reason is enough for you to hold this difficult person. Beb, I see you in my future and that's too painful because my mind says anytime, you may leave.
And before you leave, I wanna say that you already have that significant size of partition of my heart. With that, it hurts that I am thinking that you should leave now as much as I want you to stay.
Yes, I drank tonight. Hence, this letter. See you later, I hope?