The nth cliff

Aren't you afraid to fall in love again?
The girl inside the mirror asked me
I am, I said.

Aren't you afraid to lose someone dear again?
The girl at the window asked me
I am, I said.

Aren't you afraid to be left again?
The girl standing at the rooftop asked me
I am, I said.

Being in love
Having someone dear
Saying hello to another

I am afraid of everything

But how can I stop loving you
How can I stop endearing you
How can I stop staying beside you

They said, I fell
I said, I jumped
It's a choice, my choice

Never had regrets, only lessons
Never had wrong turns, only longer routes

If I'll have new lessons
And spend longer routes
All with you

I'll jump off the highest cliff
Even I'm scared

- def me