An Open Letter: Dear MG

 Hello,

Just found the right time to write to you guys. Saktong feelings lang. Not too high, not too depressed. Though just had another battle with darkness last night. Thank God for Debbie. 

Anyway, I waited to have this emotions at neutral since I do not want to say anything that I will regret. I love you girls and never will I intend to hurt you. But I guess, what happened last May 2022 was inevitable.

Honestly, it was sad. I believe everyone of us knew how much I tried to save the friendship I have with Gelai. God knows how much I love each one of you. God knows how much I pray for the happiness of each one of you. For each milestone we shared, I am grateful. Countless heartbreaks to lovely bridal showers as you have found your soulmates. Countless rants we shared to success stories of each one of us. Countless galas/dinners/coffee dates/sleepovers to incomparable friendship we have.. had. God knows how much I treasured what I had with Gelai.

Among us 6, kami ang lagi ang nasa different poles. But never will I regret the decision I made last May. It was for my sanity. I was for my health. It was because of my principle. Having that difference in morale with whom I have known as a friend went beyond my limit to ignore such, sorry for the word, sickening truth. During our younger years, I very much appreciate, understand, and apologize every time we made you choose your side.

But this one is different. This misunderstanding disagreement between us is, I believe, just between us two. You do not have to pick side for this one. That is why when I learned the incident last October, I was so confused and somehow disappointed.

Denice, Jemimah, I could not understand why you did not reach out to Elibelle and Debbie? What have they done wrong? What was the idea of meeting Gelai but not inviting the other two? What happened? What made you decide to disregard their feelings when you re-story those posts? Tell me. Or at least, even just to them, let them know what were your thoughts that time?

I hope you can mend or talk about it, even just you four, for old time's sake. If you really decide to drift apart, at least walang questions, walang confusions, walang what-if na mangyayari, every one can move on.

I guess, it was a good run? Those 16 years we shared. I will be forever grateful with those memories. IF EVER I will have descendants, I will proudly share our story of friendship to them.

I love you Debbie, Elibelle, Denice, Jemimah, and yes you, Angela. Always I will.