Halt.
That is the cover where I read these lines:
When he found the
bottom edge of my T-shirt he hesitated, and it was during that tiny moment of
hesitation that I made my decision. I wanted Stark. I wanted all of him.
His touch banished the
ugly memory of Loren, and the mistake I’d made giving myself to him, into the
mists of the past.
Yeah, I trusted him with the all of me. He tricked me when I
totally believe his famous line, “Tiwala lang.”
Trust is not the issue. I honestly do not know what is the
issue between us. Though I desperately do not want to end what we had, I just
want closure. Is it really hard to give this?
Sis and I were at Silverio’s last night. I wanted to talk to
him but I am afraid. Undeniably afraid. To hear his voice and to have glimpse
of his smile, I am contented. But I really wanted to talk to him. All of the people
there were saying that it’ll be alright. But I am afraid how he’ll talk to me.
I assumed: He’ll just be mataray and suplado. I know he’s irritated.
I do not know how to
settle things with him. He’s definitely not cooperating. Just set the closure
and let everything before we had it
be in the present. We’re once friends, right?
// To not attend CSC (unless he’ll give me an assurance that
he’ll talk to me when I go there), I absolutely have a reason.
Book source: Awakened (A House of Night Novel’s Book 8) by
P. C. Cast and Kristin Cast