Lesbianism.
It is always a choice.
Girls like me are not actually one of those. I personally define lesbians as girls who like ONLY girls. In my case, I can like girls AND boys.
My first serious relationship was with a girl. She rules. She overpowers. She's the boss. It was definitely a different experience - liking someone with an XX chromosome. During her, I liked a guy but it ended fast. After her, another girl fling came along and it didn't lasted for long, too.
Next is a guy. I thought it was serious. Just a false thought. I also thought my bisexual hormones will diminish with this acquaintance but it was not. I loved him. We made love. But he sucked bigtime. Guys actually do not know about serious relationships, well, in my experience atleast. And I consider this for as a lifetime lesson: Do not trust guys with your heart.
There came another girl. Never been this happy. And for a record, I am not afraid this time. I can live for the rest of my life the way I live my life now.
Love is always a choice. It is like choosing whether to wake up at the first alarm or to snooze it for another five minutes.
Girls like me are not actually one of those. I personally define lesbians as girls who like ONLY girls. In my case, I can like girls AND boys.
My first serious relationship was with a girl. She rules. She overpowers. She's the boss. It was definitely a different experience - liking someone with an XX chromosome. During her, I liked a guy but it ended fast. After her, another girl fling came along and it didn't lasted for long, too.
Next is a guy. I thought it was serious. Just a false thought. I also thought my bisexual hormones will diminish with this acquaintance but it was not. I loved him. We made love. But he sucked bigtime. Guys actually do not know about serious relationships, well, in my experience atleast. And I consider this for as a lifetime lesson: Do not trust guys with your heart.
There came another girl. Never been this happy. And for a record, I am not afraid this time. I can live for the rest of my life the way I live my life now.
Love is always a choice. It is like choosing whether to wake up at the first alarm or to snooze it for another five minutes.