Torture.

I will always want to watch them as they do things for our organization.

The photo was taken during the end of our first day of Math in Action (MIA) 2013. Some of them were still busy with their respective assignments, some were doing their personal stuffs and some were just playing. It was our "free time" during the event. So I took this one shot, realizing how I love watching with them.

Compared to the previous years when I am still a quiet member - now, I can not always do what I want to. Now, that being alone (that is when Sis is not around) with this group of people could make me cry. Now, that some of them make disliking me totally obvious. These things. Torture. Me. A lot.

I will always want to be with them, that is when I choose to love them more than I will love myself.