Our (not) Forever: Summarized
September 2012
We met.
October 2012
We started a thing even we didn't even know what will it be after.
December 2012
We realized that thing became love. You attempted to leave though. But I did my part to make you stay.
March 2013
You again tried to leave.
April 2013
We became officially lovers.
August 2013
We started to officially live under the same roof.
September - October 2013
You left to Cebu for work. I was so afraid that our time would go to waste and proximity would do something with us
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December 2013
We broke up.
February 2014
You said that you still love me.
May 2014
You said that you don't love me anymore.
December 2014
I left our nest because you asked me to do it.
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January 2015
I slapped you big time because you said that you have regretted that you loved me.
February 2015
We even managed to celebrate our last Valentine's day.
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May 15 2015
It was already 16 days since the last time I saw you. A new personal record. I decided to give you a visit.
As I opened the door, door to OUR room, I saw you sleeping with another girl.
You promised that you'll explain everything to me by next week.
May 21 2015
You made me feel greatly unloved and unwanted.
May 23 2015
I was drunk. And I saw you again, sleeping with her. I asked her to leave. I hurt you physically.
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My head aches. I woke up without you here. I am torn to give everything up or continue this story as I hurt myself by not completely letting you go.
We were so in love Mahal. What happened to us? Where did all your love go? I want to hate you. But I can't. It is you who hates me, because I greatly love you in spite of everything.