The Unloved Monster

No. I never wanted to hurt you in any way.

Mahal, everyone knows how much I love you. No excuse is valid for this one but.. You created that monster. Don't forget that you're the one who feeds the monster inside me. You alone.

That monster scares me as much as it scares you. Every scratch, every slap that monster gives you, it causes trauma for me.

I am so wasted. Broken. Yes I know, I don't deserve love.