Grr.

Okay. Nilalamig ako ngayon. I'm on my way to Makati right now. Oh yeah, the perks of having my own notebook.

Everyone knows how depressed I am about having no work yet. Except my parents. Actually, my mother alone.

I never been this scared to thunder but now. Nagatungan siguro ng thought na mag-isa lang ako sa bahay, galit si Nanay sakin at pagiging malungkot ko dahil sa trabaho.

I exhanged texts with them, to Tatay and Nanay. Si Tatay, pumayag na umalis ako ngayon. Si Nanay, hindi with matching pananakot. Ohyes, I am the daughter you will never wish to have. Here I am, nasa bus na.

Ba't ba ganun 'kahigpit' si Nanay saken? Di ko maintindihan! I am already a freaking twenty-one-year-old lady, and she's treating me like a twelve-year-old girl. GAHD. 

Tatay asked me bakit daw ba kami di magkaintindihan lagi ni Nanay. And he even asked me tell her kung ano ba plano ko sa buhay. WTF?! Anong akala nilang plano ko sa buhay? WALA?!

I never talked to them regarding my thoughts. Since birth, they never wanted to understand me. For sure.