Day 8 of 365

Why did the Great One up there allow someone to experience death several times?

I am dying. Pain is just too unbearable. I have wasted my day here in room. I thought thoughts that will tear more of me. Too painful. And I can not do anything about it but to cry all alone.

Every second, I wished that she thinks of me even a single minute of her day. I wsihed she wont forget me. Because every part of me enunciates her name with love and care.