The Worst Person Who will Love You

I am.

Once we have met, if you're good enough, then you'll have that special spot in my heart.

Once I learnt to love you, I'll never stop. I will love you more than I love anyone. I will love you more than I love myself. And unfortunately, there will be a time that I will love you more than I love the One Up There.

I will have a whole new life that will just revolve around you. I will always think of you. And I will do everything just for and because of you.

I will take care of you to the limit which won't exist. I will prepare your breakfast until I put you to sleep. I will spend most of my time for you. I will do everything just to make you comfortable every second of your day.

I will have you as my first priority. Your happiness will be my happiness. Your smile will be my life. Your laugh will be my energy. Because of those, I will do everything just to paint that cute convex graph on your face.

I will decrease your hang outs with other people. I will demand for most of your time. I will make you forget about every one except me. I will limit, or worse, remove your freedom to experience happiness from other people.

I will doubt your love once you started to stop me from what I am doing. I won't trust anyone that surrounds you. I will keep you from them and will give you more happiness which you won't want anymore.

I will make you tired of me. I will suffocate you with the great love I am giving to you. And you will start to unlove me because of my overflowing love.

I will cry and be insane of what's happening. I will love you more even you will start of hurting me in every single thing you do. And you will be tired and be dying to erase me in your life.

I will love you more even you do things that will tear every part of me. I will love you more hoping that you'll remember the times that we were so in loved. I will love you more while hurting myself more.

I will make you feel bad and hate yourself. I will make you so mad at me. I will push you to do all things that will hurt me.

I will not be able to handle all the pain. I will make a lot of crazy and illogical things. I will do everything just to be numb and escape all the pain.

I will still love you but pain will be so unbearable and I will not know how can I hurt you as much as you hurt me. Then I will ask you if you regret that you have loved me. And you will say yes. And I will slap you as hard as I can.

That slap won't be enough to cover all my pain. It will just make you more mad, more dying to leave me. At least, I have a reason for myself why you hate me so much - I loved you big time and slapped you big time.

I will still love you and regret what I have done. I will be forever sorry to you because I loved you unconditionally.  But I will blame you because you have let the worst person to love you this much in the first place.