Enough.

In my entire life,  this is my fourth blog. I don't mind what others say about that. I just do things my way. Yes, my way.

We know the right thing to do. We just don't do it. - Rick Warren

I can hardly tell what's with these people nowadays. They use to talk about people in their lives and not think of their own during those times. It will be good if they were concerned, but it is not like that, they were just talking about the negatives of their subject. No, I am not saying I never do that (talking about people), so I am telling you, I am one of those people nowadays.

Recently, I've been victim of backstabbing. What I hate about that is they do not know what the real story is, at least, my side. They do not know why I did this and that. They do not know why I am letting somethings happen. They do not know why I am acting like this. They do not know what is in my mind. They do not know my reasons. They do not know me well.

Every move I make, every step I take (Oops, this ain't a song.), I honestly know what will happen after making and taking those moves and steps. As the quote says, I know the right thing to do. Well, sometimes, I just don't do it.

Why? Because I want to do what will make me happy.

It is a fact that being happy may cause hard-to-stand consequences, so being happy is my forever back-up reason to myself whenever I did something, well, wrong. Moreover, being happy will ease the pain of the aftermaths of taking the risks just to have that awesome feeling, even for a meantime.

Happiness is my reason why I let myself fell in love to Batman. The reason why I keep talking about him to the public. The reason why I keep boasting how much I love him.

Happiness is my reason why I let those 'lovely' followers know my love story. The reason why I trust them. The reason why I keep myself not to be angry to them. The reason why I am taking care of my pride this time.

But happiness is not the sole reason why I do things my way.

So, that is the use having this fourth blog. To explain my very me. To the public. (even though there is a little chance that people who 'needs' my explanations, sees this.) This blog will be my twitter with no character limit, text message with thousands of recipients, facebook with no fake friends and lastly, my escape route.

Well, there will be times when I just want to share something and not to explain something.

Yey for me! To end this entry, I am going to tell this: This will be my last blog. Enough. Grow up, Merryl :)