Versatile.
Emotions. Character.
I feel what I want to feel. Err.. As much as possible. Being happy is a choice. Being sad and angry, too.
Unfortunately, sometimes I am too lazy to feel any.
Happiness requires too much effort. You have to show enough smiles with your eyes, otherwise, it will be doubted. Sadness requires too much effort. Tears will fall and you have to exert enough effort to dry them -- galas, inom, kain, chocolates. Masakit pa sa puso, literally, I can hardly breathe. Hatred requires too much effort. War here and there, but in the end, you are ought to arrange things. Well, at least for myself; my conscience told me.
Numbness grows inside me. Like what I have said to Ann, after breaking up with my Ex, I learnt not to feel any. The Ex and Batman gave same level of sadness, but it caused different level of emotions.
As I grow old, true emotions leave little by little. Sad truth it is. For now, I just feel, what I want to feel.