Pressure.

In every thing that I choose to do, I feel pressure.

During my high school years, I never felt any pressure. I just enjoy it. Maybe because my parents did not raise us under pressure. Though we had good grades, especially in Math. Yes, Math, believe it or not.

There was this classmate who said, "Ang swerte mo naman. Ang taas ng NCAE mo tapos UPCAT passer ka pa." I am not boasting about it. I never boast any of my accomplishments seriously. Why? Because I know I am not the only one who can do it. I never thought that any of my works were special. I never thought of myself as best. I am doing those things 'cause I ought to do those, not because I want it.

I did not realize this until now, I am not giving my best in every thing I do. My Ex said that I am noncompetitive. I dunno. Ayoko ng nappressure.