Paradox

Loving you is a paradox

It opens new wounds
It heals old wounds

It stresses me
It comforts me

It tells me to runaway
It tells me to come home

It isolates me from the reality
It brings me back to reality

It makes me insane
It keeps me sane

It pours everything out of me
It pours everything in me

It gives me death
It gives me life

Loving you is a paradox
I want you to leave
As much as I want you to stay

Loving you is a paradox
I hate to love you
As much as I have already in love with you

Loving you is a paradox
It is like killing myself
It is like letting myself to live